Friday, January 25, 2008

To Work or not to work that is the question?

Well I have been looking for a job for a while now. I am looking for a full time or part time receptionist type job. I have the experience for it and I love that type of job. I have sent out my resumae to many ads and nothing. I am just wating and hoping. I am also praying and asking for guidence. I will continue to pray and ask for anyone that reads this to please also pray with me. We can really use the extra money to help pay off some bills. I want to be able to help that way and to be able to put money into our savings account as well for vacations and other things as needed. So if there is anyone out there the knows of a recepionist or office type job opening and can let me know and out in a good word for me I would really appriciate it.

Thanks Margie :-)

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Eating can be so hard

Oh what a week it has been. I have had such a hard time staying on plan. I want to just eat anything and everything all day long! I weigh in tomorrow and will not be surprised if I gain! I hope I do not but time will tell. I just keep starting over and messing up. I hope that next week will be better!!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Not Sleeping....Wendy is in my thoughts tonight!

It is hard to beleive that Wendy is going to be 27 in just two months! She is all grown up and she is even married. Another mile stone in her life that I was left out of! That is so hard to know that I did not get to be a part her life then. I pray every day that she will soon have the desire to call me and to want to meet me. All through her years of growing up I staying in contact with the agency she was placed through. I sent holiday cards, birthday cards, pictures, letters and some small gifts. Sometimes I think I just sent her too much and that she has no curiosity so she has no need to find me and meet me. It makes me sad to think that way. I so want to be part of her life again. I only had her for the 9 months that I carried her in my body. I just want to be her friend she already has a Mom and a wonderful one at that! I was 27 years old when I was searching for my birth family and I hope that Wendy too will soon be ready to make connection with me. Her Mom has all the info on me that Wendy needs, my address, phone numbers, etc! I have such a desire to see her and hug her and just share so many things with her. Well Ijust continue to lean on God as I wait. A very special Bible verse that gets me through all of this is Proverb 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heartand lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge Him, and he will make your paths straight."If not for God's help I would never be able to patiently wait for Wendy to be ready! Well I need to get to bed for the night. It is nearly 1:30 in the morning!

Good Night!

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Welcome to my blog

Hello, I am new to blogging but I thought it would be fun to have a place to write down (type0 my thoughts and feelings. I deal with adoption and weight issues in my life. I am also a wife and mom. So most of my blog will talk about adoption and diet issues. I am also a type 2 diabetic which is another reason I need to lose my excess weight!

I am currently in Weight Watchers and have been doing it for 3 weeks. I have lost a total of 6.6 lbs. so far. I am working very hard at it. I am addicted to food and that makes losing weight very difficult for me. Sticking to a diet is extreamly difficult for me. I am going to give this my all! This has been a very bad weekend and I have not followed my plan at all. I also need to start exersizing and plan to do that soon. We have a treadmill and I plan to start walking on it soon. Hopefully tomorrow! I say hopefully as that is something I hate to do is exersize!

So this is where I am at, at this time in my life! Margie

This Is Me....Margie Clement...A Place for My Thoughts

To Be Announced Soon!